Mother's Day Retrospective
Dear Little Angel,
It's my third Mother's Day. You and your daddy let me sleep until 10:30 this morning - something I desperately needed, since you cried for me for thirty-five minutes at five a.m. You've been having a lot of trouble sleeping, which means I have been having a lot of trouble sleeping, since I'm the only one who you will accept in the wee hours, despite our many, many, many attempts otherwise.
You probably don't realize this, but I have snuck into your room and kissed your little cheeks every night that I've been home with you since the day you were born. I started in the hospital, and I've never stopped. Because I love you that much - I can't sleep not knowing that you are at peace, even when I'm not.
I read a quote once - I don't remember where - saying that if children realized how much their mothers loved them, they wouldn't have the courage to leave the house. It's probably good that you don't realize how much I love you.
And Ma, I do realize how much you love me.
Happy Mother's Day.